The Road to Travel

I was at work this morning listening to Church Educational System Fireside March 2, 2003 Elder Donald L. Staheli and while I was working, yes I can do both.

As Elder Staheli was speaking he said that we choose our own road to travel and it was just a reminder that yes, even though we make our own choices we are still affected by choices that others make it is what we do with what we learn that makes us closer and more like our Savior. He had choices too and he followed what he knew to the T and followed his father. What am I doing? Am I watching TV on Sunday instead of serving others that need me? Am I doing my family history rather than doing frivolous stuff. Don't get me wrong hanging out at the bonfire is tons of fun but what do I do when I get there? Do I mingle and socialize or do I sit and expect people to know who I am? Am I meeting people and getting out there?

I'm a little skeptical right now to do that. I am NOT throwing myself under the bus anymore. I won't pay for a date unless I ask you to come. I won't drive anywhere that I don't need to drive to unless I ask.

I have a question to ask my bishop actually tomorrow night about my sealing. I figured out this last weekend that if I decide to get remarried, heaven forbid and that poor man better be educated, rich and has teenage kids with a firm testimony, that the sealing from Nathan will be broken and vice versa he and that poor girl who decides to marry him. What happens to the blessings of the sealing for either one of us even though it wasn't my decision to get the divorce. The divorce wasn't my idea and I as far as I am concerned didn't do anything wrong to make it end. I didn't even sign any papers and I didn't just get up and leave because I didn't want to support a family. So, my big question on Wednesday is to find out what happens to the sealing if one of us decides to get married and the other one doesn't.

I need to go back to work. Oh yeah, Kenji was going to come and visit me this weekend but because of 18"-22" of snow all over the east and Midwest he can't come, sooo we're not going to go from Chandler, AZ to Las Vegas, NV to St George, UT over to Cedar City and then to visit the grave sites of our grandparents who are barried in Kanab and then back down through Lake Powell and back down to Chandler. Sorry peeps!

Karen